This House Feels Like an Old, Lost Song - 'April' turns 10
If there’s one artist who has spent the last decade doing
irreparable damage to both his career as well has the former part of his canon,
it’s Mark Kozelek.
My disdain for Kozelek’s latter day output has been very
well documented, so there’s need to reiterate—however, the crossroads for both
Kozelek himself as an artist, as well as me, as a listener and fan, is April, the third album he released under
the Sun Kil Moon moniker, on April 1st, 2008.
2008 was a different time for me, and more than likely, it was
a different time for Mark Kozelek. April,
taken as a whole, can be looked back on as a the sound of an artist trying to
not so much outrun their past, but possibly trying to get just slightly ahead
of it, all while being not entirely certain of where to go next.
Time has been surprisingly kind of April—time has been less kind to Kozelek himself; even when it
falters in places, it’s still listenable and enjoyable from start to finish.
It’s not perfect, but it comes close, and it’s really his finest work to this
date. The word that comes to mind almost immediately when thinking about April is ‘majestic.’ It’s an album that
opens with a grand, majestic sweep, and from start to finish, it’s anchored by
crisp production values, rich sounding instrumentation, and lush arrangements;
it ends in a near whisper, with a final, dramatic, nylon string flourish.
While Ghosts of The
Great Highway could be seen as a slight longing for the Midwest from which
he fled, there is no set location where April
takes place; the open track—the masterful, iconic “Lost Verses” is a love
letter to Kozelek’s beloved San Francisco, his adoptive home since founding the
Red House Painters. Forgoing geography, April
becomes, and always was intended to be a meditation on a long standing grief,
and an effort to possibly process it, or at the very least, be a little more
open about it.
‘Katy,’ a former love of Kozelek’s when he was young, was
forever immortalized in the somber, spiraling “Katy Song,” found on the first
self-titled Red House Painters album; within the liner notes for Songs For A Blue Guitar, you’ll see the
record was dedicated to her. While they had split up, Kozelek attests that they
remained close, and Katy passed away while he was putting together the first
Sun Kil Moon record, 2003’s Ghosts of The
Great Highway.
Her passing is a minor theme touched upon through very
fragmented imagery on Ghosts, but it
took Kozelek five years to properly set his thoughts to music. April is an important record for a
number of reasons, but it’s his songwriting that may be the most important—it
reaches its peak throughout these eleven songs. Kozelek finds the balance
between evocative imagery, bittersweet memories, melancholy, and himself; it’s
on April that he begins to put
himself into his songs as a character, or a protagonist. And it’s on April where that is most successful for
him.
It’s on the late arriving “Tonight in Bilbao” where it’s
possibly the most successfully executed, where against a steady beat keeping
time and small, rolling waves of electric guitar, Kozelek recounts traveling
across Europe on tour—“Walked in the
room, soaked up its fumes/Surveyed the faces I am lying to,” he sings in
the song’s first verse, then later, the song’s most telling—“Gave what I had, gave my heart though I was
broken and falling apart. Gave for the memory of a friend—not for myself and
not for them.”
Katy, and his life with her, is also the central focus of
“Moorestown,” a swooning, delicate song that arrives at the halfway point.
Musically, it’s similar to some of the more gorgeous moments from Ghosts of The Great Highway, as Kozelek
weaves together fragmented memories from his past—“I followed her across the earth, through parks in London, coasts of
Perth. Newport, Kentucky, New Orleans—we shared a million lives, it seems,”
he sings in earnest before the song ends in somber heartbreak. “She moved away to Williamsburg, her eyes,
sad eyes were waving. My thoughts will pause, my throat will swell when her
name is spoken.”
She is also, presumably, referenced in “Like The River,”
which is one of the album’s least memorable tracks—arriving too late, and
upstaged by both what comes before it, and right after it, as well as in
“Tonight The Sky,” the sprawling, 10-minute opus that becomes, in a sense, April’s “Duk Koo Kim.” Maybe it’s wrong
to compare both of them—“Duk Koo Kim” is, hands down, a far better song,
however “Tonight The Sky” is where Kozelek and his stable of players tap into
their Neil Young and Crazy Horse-esque electric guitar hysterics, including a
mid-section breakdown that includes dueling, noisy solos that build into a cacophony of feedback and dissonance
before it works it way back into the song, two minutes later.
Kozelek has never been one to shy away from long
albums—released under his own name, the Red House Painters, or Sun Kil Moon.
The length is not the issue, really, and April
is structured with an ebb and flow; it begins incredibly strong with the nearly
20-minute double shot of “Lost Verse” and “The Light,” before losing its momentum
ever so slightly with the run of “Lucky Man,” “Unlit Hallway,” and one of the
album’s worst songs, the unrelenting, hypnotic, and ominous “Heron Blue,” which
is strangely, one that Kozelek probably made a ton of cash off of, as it was
used two years later in a trailer for the Gears
of War 3 video game—something I never really quite understood.
That ebb and flow is mirrored slightly on the second half of
April, with the surprisingly
optimistic and nostalgic sounding “Harper Road,” and the aforementioned “Like
The River,” before it concludes with the extensive “Tonight in Bilbao,” and the
stark, pensive, and precise nylon string acoustic pluckings of “Blue Orchids.”
In a way, it makes sense that April concludes with this song, and that sound.
* * *
Two months after the release of April, Kozelek embarked on a short solo tour in support of it; on
stage in Minneapolis at the Varsity Theatre, he was accompanied by an additional guitarist, and the Low side
project, the Retribution Gospel Choir, served as the opening act.
The show itself started much later than it was supposed to,
pushing Kozelek’s set time back late
into the evening. He played a 13 song set that ended a bit abruptly, then
returned for a two song encore—the set favored April, as well as three songs from the partially maligned Modest
Mouse covers album, Tiny Cities, that
he released in 2005; he also managed to find it within to play two Red House
Painters songs, including the fan favorite “Summer Dress.”
There’s a lot of talk about separating the art from the
artist—and it’s something that I struggle with reconciling when I listen to old
Red House Painters records, or even when I made the decision to get the recent
vinyl repressing of Ghosts of The Great
Highway; while, at one time, Mark Kozelek was a talented singer and
songwriter, responsible for music that soundtracked some of my formative years,
he is, by all accounts, a huge piece of shit.
The countless examples of Kozelek’s incredibly cantankerous
nature are very well documented at this point, but ten years ago, they were not
as well known, or at least maybe not as publically displayed.
“When I used to play
here with the Red House Painters,” he said to the audience at the Varsity
Theatre in 2008, “there used to be so
many cute girls in the audience.” He continued to lament the lack of
attractive women in the crowd that night, adding that the only ‘cute girls’
present were on the arms of ‘pudgy ugly dudes.’
He later went on to improvise a short verse about ‘pudgy
ugly dudes in Western shirts,’—a phrase he’d later incorporate into the lyrics
of “Third and Seneca.” “Scensters with
their beards and tennis shoes/skinny girls and pudgy ugly dudes.”
There’s a story that a number of years ago, Kozelek paid a
guy to switch seats with a woman he found attractive so she’d be in his
sightline while performing—as ridiculous as this sounds, it’s on par with his
overall misogynistic attitude, and it’s one of the things that makes listening
to his earnest grieving over Katy so difficult to stomach now. How can he see
himself as some kind of heartbroken troubadour, as well as a folk music
lothario?
April is
representative of the shift where the idea of Mark Kozelek as a singer and
songwriter began to shift, and over the last decade, it’s become impossible to
distinguish the person from the persona.
He regularly insults his audiences in live settings now, as
well as on record, but the ‘pudgy ugly dude’ line in “Third and Seneca” is the
first time it ever wound up on tape—fittingly, the song is taken from Admiral Fell Promises, the follow up to April, released two years later. The
album is entirely performed on the nylon string acoustic guitar—a gimmick he
only, within recent years, grew out of—making it so every song sounded exactly
the same; all of them incredibly boring. His solo live performances, too,
suffered from that same fate. It would take him getting to the first line of
the song before the crowd was even able to recognize which song it was.
I would argue that April
is the last good record Mark Kozelek has made; I know that some people would
agree with that, and others would not. Others will make a case for Admiral Fell Promises; some will still
try to find merit in his prolific, strange, and frustrating output of today.
How do you separate the artist from the art? Is that
something you can even do in every case? Will I ever be able to shake the
thought of, ‘Man, this guy is a piece of shit,’ every time the needle hits the
wax, and the opening acoustic guitar strums of “Lost Verses” begin?
There’s no easy resolution on April. Kozelek never tells you what he does with his grief—he still
carries it, probably, somewhere deep down. And as a listener, there’s no easy
resolution now, a decade later, on what to make of his puzzling career
trajectory.
Maybe you just have to take it for what it is—a
representation of a different time and place. Things were different for me in
2008, as I am sure they were for you, as I am sure they were for Mark Kozelek. April has, for the most part, aged well
as an artifact of era, and that’s what it is. It’s a record that I haven’t
exactly carried with me through time, but I haven’t forsaken it. For me, and
for Kozelek, it’s the sound of a place neither of us can get back to.
The compact disc of April is still readily in print via Kozelek's vanity label, Caldo Verde; copies of both the standard and white vinyl pressings of April go for well over $100 on Discogs.https://www.discogs.com/Sun-Kil-Moon-April/release/1450939
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